Hi sorry to bother people here but I have a question about the creation of the universe.
This question might sound a bit odd, but I swear I am not trolling.
I am suffering from depression right now, and so I worry that might be making this worse, but these are my thoughts.
I think the only way the universe can be created is if a particle goes back to before it was born and then explodes creating the big bang. After the universe dies, it will then be reborn again and again, but each time will go differently to stop the particle from going back and creating a second big bang that would destroy everything,.
I was abused as a child. I had an awful childhood and the thought of reliving that is terrifying me, but I'm even more worried that in the second version of events I won't escape my abuse (I almost didn't this time) and be killed and that's all I'll ever live out forever. A miserable childhood followed by horrific abuse and an early death before I get a chance to do anything worthwhile.
This is making me crazy. Can someone debunk this? Some people have told me it is nonsense, which is helpful, but I worry that it might make more sense than any other theory.
How can something come from nothing otherwise?
This question might sound a bit odd, but I swear I am not trolling.
I am suffering from depression right now, and so I worry that might be making this worse, but these are my thoughts.
I think the only way the universe can be created is if a particle goes back to before it was born and then explodes creating the big bang. After the universe dies, it will then be reborn again and again, but each time will go differently to stop the particle from going back and creating a second big bang that would destroy everything,.
I was abused as a child. I had an awful childhood and the thought of reliving that is terrifying me, but I'm even more worried that in the second version of events I won't escape my abuse (I almost didn't this time) and be killed and that's all I'll ever live out forever. A miserable childhood followed by horrific abuse and an early death before I get a chance to do anything worthwhile.
This is making me crazy. Can someone debunk this? Some people have told me it is nonsense, which is helpful, but I worry that it might make more sense than any other theory.
How can something come from nothing otherwise?