Goatboy you surely are wrong. Your mental capacity is no problem I'll bet.
What may be a problem is experience.
I have a much simpler view of reality but it does require a bit of imagination. The above discussion assumes a flat (presumably infinite universe) like a flat piece of paper. Some might redefine this to define flat as any shape that can accommodate parallel lines unbounded etc. Perhaps you should ignore this in favour of a different shape (I.M.O.) e.g.
Place a dot on a bit of paper: This is the Big Bang.
Using protractors to draw a circle putting the sharp end on the Big Bang and using the pencil end to produce a circle. You have a circle with a dot in the centre, obviously.
The distance from the dot to the circle represents 13.8 billion years. Our Universe is the Circle. Not inside the circle (that's where it was in the past). Not outside the circle that's where it will grow.
Clearly, a circumference line (the circle) is not 3d space but for simplicity, it represents it validly. So you can see there is no way of getting back to the Big Bang as you are contained in the circle.
So the question arises "Why do we say we look back to stars only a short time since the Big Bang ?" Well, the circle represents 3d space so light travels along it. It takes time to do this.
The circle is getting bigger - the space is stretching (the universe is expanding) and so is the wavelength of the light. The wavelength gets longer and longer (redder and redder) turning from light to microwaves to radio waves and so on. There is then a point where we cannot see anything. The James Webb telescope can handle the redder wavelengths to a degree. It sees more detail and so also further back in time.
So far so good. However, some of the light (from now what are far-off stars), has been heading our way since when the circle was small and space has been stretched.
So light wavelengths have been getting redder by the stretching of space - as we said - but the light has had to reach us in a long spiral as the universe expanded.
NOW, hold onto your hat, lol . If we were alive in the early universe - a little circle - then it would have taken only a short time to reach us spiralling out. Yes? Also the Stars would appear less red (less light stretching). However we are not near so a lot more time is needed for light to reach us. Not only that but (my guess is...) the darkest red will not necessarily coincide with a view near the Big Bang. It may well be (IMO) that the farthest star/galaxies we can see are no where near from the Big Bang and we are seeing galaxies much older than we think.
Anyway if you trawled through this verbage I hope it helped.
A point to bear in mind though is that many think the universe is flat. This makes our current observations difficult to explain
