Hi I am William
People are going to start wondering about me if I keep posting so thought I would post up something for the profiling. I have been interested in space since I realized it existed much later than many other people most likely. I am a kook, my imagination growing up was way large, in that my first interests in space came from TV... around the same time, go figure, I had a couple waking dreams - classic close encounters thing waking up in bed with an alien staring at me across the room me paralyzed in bed.. bloody noses and such. My greys are shorter with darker grey slightly cracked/weathered skin but the large dark eyes are the same (no clue why). A mantis like (sorta like - they may use robotic probes that can travel with a type of phase cloaking), and very reptillian humanoid (don't like not lizard, they just have reptillian like phases not snout just angular face characteristics and they may be able to bend light or more than light to appear differently ie to look human). (different events). I do not necesiarily think I have actually seen aliens but I would not know if I did or not for real as the mind can play all kinds of tricks on you especially for brief instances. Although I do find it curious that each one my imagninary events represents a different evolutionary phase of development of life on Earth insects, reptiles, and the like not sure if that is why my imagination thought up those things, perhaps I created one species for each of the 4 evolutionary phases of Earth (four evolutionary phases that gave higher intelligence - imagination) I suspect that much of this would have occured during the cretaceous period 79 millions years may not seem like a long time but actually provides quite a bit of time compared to our few hundred thousand years of evolution. I guess I just want to beleive in Aliens, and my aliens just mostly happen to come from this solar system and lived and evolved on Earth go figure, creative mind. Obviously there would be more evidence of intelligent life if it existed on Earth in the past and occured between these events
- Ordovician extinction. When: about 445 million years ago. Species lost: 60-70 percent. ... (not aware of anything coming out of this)
These ones are the interesting ones that link alien species to periods of life development on Earth.
- Devonian extinction. When: about 375-360 million years ago. ...
- Permian extinction. When: about 252 million years ago. ...
- Triassic extinction. When: about 200 million years ago. ...
- Cretaceous extinction. When: about 66 million years ago.
Although I am sure my imagination was made hyperactive by the pseudo documentaries on aliens I had watched around this same time that covered the greys, but not sure why my greys looked different were not tall had darker skin not sure why my mind modified them if I was just getting it from my imagination after watching Shatners Aliens show, can't remember the name but it was the early to mid 1990s it was a documentary on the greys I think can't fully remember it but vaguely remember watching it. It came out befor Earth Final Conflict, around the first time Xfiles came out, so 1993 or something. Mantis maybe 2001, and Repthing 2005 or so. I am a big fan of hypnosis so I think that I have a really active subconscious mind I am aware of that others might not be as in tune with, maybe not. I have tried brainwave atunement for brain tuning alpha delta theta etc.. wave stimulation. Fan of unlocking the mind overall just a way of keeping things fresh. (Also forgot the white suits again way overactive imagination, they like water but find earth really cold, they wear full body suits including covering their face.. also saw these at a nuclear site steam vent leak area not the radioactive water steam vent it was the secondary exhange system that was venting I think someone drugged me the day or day after at that one as I was tripping out that a reactor plant was going through some type of event and my hair was melting... pretty sure I was drugged for that probably just related to my adams apple being clothelined... one of the two of those ones though second one just felt likey they were doing a stop over to swim in the river and found it super super super cold. Man my imagination is crazy)
Yeah lets get real now.
Also have had crazy space dreams (I love my dreams, they are so vivid and clear, more contrastive than real life, especially my dreams with sound as I make music I have crazy beautiful otherwordly musical encounters unlike music I have heard before while awake it is so wonderful it has brought me to tears before it is just at times so beautiful and emotionally provoking loosing the sound is devestating it is that beautiful), as well as weird gate events with a presumed human scientist travelling either space or time through energy a type of gate teleportation into this timespace. Obiviously, my mind is overactive and sleep deprived at times. Also lots of dream premonition events but not recently. Use to get major migraine tears where all my senses and feeling are heightened and I am in moments of action but more or less blinded but I learned in part to see through it, major adrenaline boost when it happens,, but not really happening anymore - use to happen monthly now it is every year or so. It may relate to my forehead getting smashed in by a hardwood door being kicked into my skull but can't remember the order of events. I was also into electrical brain stimulation by introducing current to the skull through electrodes, much later on, imo transcrandial current stimulation actually does work to heighten areas of brain activity. I think it was too much calcium intake or chemical contamination or something. Way too much William Shatner, Aliens and Xfiles, etc.. big fan of star trek. I've been following space knowingly since the early 1990s. While I have a lot of scifi interests I am not to the level of fandom I think. I like technology spacetech etc, my first time really thinking about space was when the highschool I went to had a program called Techlab 2000 that exposed us to industrial technology but also things like aerodynamics, fullerenes, autocad, design of space tents, flight sim and other fun problem solving games. I was one of the few arts students to go out to the Space Society in University,it gave me the chance to learn more about space and the technical aspects. I still have an interest in Ham, Electronics, Rockets, material science, etc.. etc.. etc.. very aware of the technical stuff but I am not a mathy. Ive done a lot of things over time but my main hobby is music when I get around to it. I'm a free thinker so someone will eventually get frustrated with my non conforming views. I read articles on space periodically so am learning new things here and there. Was a big fan of the MarsOne project, totally love what is going on with development of new systems reuse concepts by SpaceX. My personal drive in technology is Carbon Based Technologies like Graphene, and I am always advocating carbon industry as a way of geoenengineering earth to fix the climate crisis issues while advancing our tech capabilities.
Also did SETI online in the past but I sadly was not cut for being part of that program as I got a red hit and immediately stunned turned off my computer. I realized I was not the right fit to help the SETI program. Fundamentally I do not believe time is fully linear. This also means I think that relative faster than light travel is possible.After my first alien fantasy event I designed a weird space ship that used cobolt electromagnetic drives to fly via earths magnetic field. this was my first scifi spaceship design that sort of just popped into my head. I think that many old ideas on alien tech and nose embedings etc.. were possibly carbon based technologies and we will be advancing to a carbon age that may be similiar to the imaginary alien technologies.
I had one near death experience that was also a space like event with my consciousness floating in a space/void with three streaks of energy two white light streaks and one red light streak in an expansive space... the presence of awe was like a gasp of breath to the extreme.
I've found some of the recent asteroid events to be very curious.
I occassionally game, but I am actually a strategy wargame and RPG person, but STO is my main time sink, when I get around it it. Currently inching my way through various space shows I never got around to watching. Just about finished the 4th season of Battlestar Galactica.. need to pick something new.
I actually graduated from Universtiy with an Honors History Major, with minors in Anthropology (with an archaeology focus), Applied Language Studies and Legal Studies - so totally culture not space tech. In fact I avoided the tech side of things when I decided to go to University to study humanity, as prior I went through an isolation period where I tried to figure out my meaning in life and spent some time thinking about human consciousness and artificial intelligence and such, it made me feel plastic so I opted to study culture rather than a STEM based subject because stimulus response made me feel inhuman and plastic. I do still have an interest in programming and ai, and theoretical science like time travel. I have a little bit of lab/tech type knowledge as I completed an advanced diploma in Museum Studies that included some conservation science although fairly introductory material degredation with not much math at all required. I also have some trades training in HVAC, electrical, plumbing and welding. Also a Brick and Stone masonry person. I also did a term of electrical engineering technology studies but wanted to improve my math before contining as while I passed felt I would get bombed once we got into more complex calculus and stuff, also needed to improve my boolean logic diagram layouts. But still I have some knoweldge of industrial systems and scada from reading, but defiantely intro on many science topics but with a fairly large awareness of it. Fun fact I was a glass explorer also. I am an off grid person at times putting together basic solar systems, nothing complex. I have lived in heavy isolation at times without ongrid services.
Oh also the archaeology and culture stuff led me back to space sort of.. as a research interest I picked up while studying the Maya led me to the Orion Mystery, that links to concept of Orion's belt and the three stones of the Hearth and Mayan Cosmology that is linked to space and the Zodiac.. it is my current main research focus colinked with the layout of Mayan sites that may mirror mayan cosmology or spaciality construction methods and Pakal's Telescope. It is sort of pseudoarchaeology but the stuff I have learned hasn't really ever been written about or researched to my knowledge and it sort of just works. So hopefully one day it will be more concrete.. but hopefully life will be long enough for me to get deeper into it. There are a bunch of things i am curious about with prehistory... mesoamerica and their knowledge ofthe planets colors and some other things I am wondering about in the ancient remnants of texts and alignments and use of spatial geometry to layout temples and important buildings that also ties into my interst of masonry.
I am an insomniac. My grandfather was an electrician on the Avro Arrow and worked for Avro, that is probably the closest to space I get in my family.
I enjoy reading and could write and write and write but I am sure you don't want to read and read and read. If you have any specific questions.
I am a thinker, and free minded person, minarchist libertarian, and social humanist. I really like technology. Lots of different exposures over the years. Just killing time. I am very live and let live. Sorry to the structuralists and fundamentalists in advance. My space swag is the only thing I could quickly take a photo of in the dark, a poster of the ISS. Overall just some dude who likes space and technology stuff. I find entertainment in prehistory, ancient human space faring, aliens and stuff. I would not doubt aliens exist.
Poster on Wall.
Nothing much has happened in the last few years of note compared to my earlier years. I'm pretty much just a bum these days waiting for this pandemic stuff to normalize and a vaccine to pan out before it hits the fan. Much of my reading time is going to Pandemic related medical and social stuff. I am a bit of a prepper at heart and love to exercise love working out in the gym and running trails. Love the ocean and swimming etc.. I am a very different unique person, some might even just desribe me as a socially divergent weirdo but I am a nice person at heart that really has no stakes or agenda with anyone.
What do you mean there is a word limit. Anyway. Ask if you have any questions. Save the dataplans!
Yours Truly,
Kook.
PS I also claimed ownership of Mars once because I hadn't ever encountered anyone else ever claiming Mars thought I would get in before the bell since I belevie everyone has the right of self determination and sovreignty and was not a signatory to the outer space treaty. None the less, I very much enjoy space and am really much more down to earth than you would think from that introduction.
Someone tipped me off, popped back into my head, as I was working on getting to sleep. The Shatner show was "Sightings" I think.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sightings_(TV_series) Maybe this except it doesn't seem William Shatner hosted it???